I honestly don’t know how much longer I can do this. I’ve never felt anything so painful. Crazy how one person can do this to you. I was completely fine. I was doing so good…
I think the worst part is that I have dreams where we are still together…and they seem so real, and everything is perfect. And then I wake up, and my day is ruined. Because it’s not real. He’s not here with me.
I just want to be good enough for him. I was talking with a friend the other day and she made a really good point. I know that I have changed and that I could be better for him but I don’t want to just sit around and be an option to him. I want him to want to be with me, and I’m not just gunna sit around and wait for him to realize what he’s missing. I mean obviously I would take...
beyond confused at this point…if he didn’t care, why would he still be reading it…if he did care enough to check it, why didn’t he say anything.